April232013
Words, sentences are trickling down my mouth, but there is no substance, no emotion coming out. My eyes are slowly drooping down with no sense of life. My nose can no longer smell the lingering scent of the outside. My ears can only hear a buzz. Everything I touch is cold and rough. What’s happening to me?
4AM
I feel like I’m trapped in a glass box. I can see everything outside of the box, but I can’t get out of it. Inside the glass box, I see everyone moving forward. I can see everyone taking one step forward while I can’t even get out. I see them going and they keep getting further away. I won’t lie and say that they don’t even take a glance back at me because they do, but it’s becoming less frequent as they go further away. It’s getting hazy. The once see through glass box is becoming a one sided mirror with me being able to see everything, but no one being able to see me. I’m trapped. The box won’t open. Why can’t I get out? I feel like I’m suffocating. Help me. Please.
October122012
and Happy Birthday to me <3